in our own ways, we are all on a stony path of some sort today. i would like to extend my deepest sympathies to jackie's family and friends. laurence, david, betty, robert, antonella and your children, may the God of strength and peace sustain you. surround yourself with memories of jackie and feel her strength even in the face of deep loss. remember her sparkling eyes, her smile, her laughter, her sense of humor, her spirit.
i met jackie and some of her wonderful family and friends over the course of the last 8 months at the juravinski hospital and cancer centre. that's where our paths crossed. horrible circumstances brought us together, and while the pain of loss is great, i wouldn't have changed my own personal circumstances if that meant not meeting jackie on this journey. would i have changed the outcome? certainly, but i believe our meeting was one of those "meant to be" events on the road of life. our paths were meant to cross. after monday night, i realized that more than ever, as i believe she passed on her courage and spirit to me.
i can say without hesitation that jackie is my hero in the fight against leukemia as well as in terms of what it means to fight with a great spirit and attitude. she represents the ultimate in strength and courage in the face of great obstacles and challenges. to me it seemed like she took each hurdle in great stride and with a steadfastness that perhaps belied her own sense of urgency to just get that leg of the race behind her, but i don't believe for a second she was resigned to the direction her road seemed to be taking her. i believe that jackie tied her strong shoes tight everyday, prepared for any detour.
leukemia brought us together, and although it is what now separates us, it cannot sever the respect and admiration i have for her. jackie embodies a depth of character that i have never seen so graciously portrayed, despite her circumstances. when many would have given up, been bitter, or languished in self pity, jackie never played the martyr.
when i say she is my hero, it's a supreme understatement because i don't think i could ever adequately convey what she has taught me about what it means to meet a road block head on and take a detour in stride...and with a smile. and, in terms of my own journey with leukemia, jackie was a great support, and her encouragement was a blessing. i remember the day i found out i needed a stem cell transplant. i went up to see jackie and she detected my fear and anxiety about the process. she wasn't feeling well herself that day but she sat up in the bed and said with a smile, "you can do this, teri-lyn. you can do this." so much of my own journey has been positively influenced by jackie's care, compassion, understanding, and strength. she has given me more reasons to journey on.
jackie has a special place in my heart and my own journey takes on a new meaning because i am sure to sense her genuine care and compassion every step of the way. i believe she will be my guardian angel, and i feel her strength. she has shown me what it means to fight with dignity and to bravely and courageously keep putting one foot in front of the other on the path of life, no matter how difficult.
tom jones said this, and i can hear jackie saying it: "let's not complain about why things don't work. let's see if we can come up with something that we can all get behind.” get behind each other in the days ahead. we can't begin to understand the forks in the road of jackie's journey, but we can get behind the person she was and all she represented.
thank you, jackie, for never giving up and for giving it all you had. you have blazed a trail of strength far beyond your days. my own journey has been made better because of you. i am honoured and privileged to know you in the capacity that i did, and while cancer has taken much, it has not taken away the person you were, the courageous battle you fought, and the exemplary way you travelled with unparalleled fortitude on your path. i put on your strong shoes on monday night as your spirit lingered and empowered. i will continue on my own journey with your strength as my inspiration and road map.
you are indeed my hero and now my guardian angel. i have big shoes to fill.
rest in peace, my dear friend and fellow fighter.
Teri Lynn, I am an old friend of Jackies from Glasgow, Scotland. Jackie is everything you have said and then some! My heart is breaking at her passing but I am so so happy that she has given you her love and strength you will need to keep on fighting your own battle. I wouldn't have expected anything less from Jackie, I love her with all my heart and I am as fortunate as your good self to have had her in my life. Keep fighting Teri Lynn and be stronger now you have Jackie beside you, take her beautiful soul with you, allow Jackie to guide you. Keep fighting and believing...Much love Ellen Cameron
ReplyDeleteJust beautifully said Ellen! I am sorry to hear about your friend Teri Lynn. Just know I am thinking of you and it true about paths crossing as I have met your mother. What amazing support you have at home!
ReplyDeleteWow! Hugs from Ghana! So sorry for your loss but so thankful for your strength, spirit, and fight to go on! Love you and am praying for you!... Colleen
ReplyDeleteI am crying! You wrote so beautifully about Jackie. I wanted to meet her so very much, but God knew that it wasn't to be. It will be my earnest desire to meet her on street's of gold, where there is no more pain and no more sorrow. God knows!
ReplyDeleteRest in Peace dear Jackie Craig Quinn.
See you soon My beautiful daughter <3
Mom & Dad XXX's