4/17/2013

"realize every victory outright!!!"

6 months ago today, on october 17th, my journey took an unexpected turn...one i never saw coming...one that would change my life forever. i ended up in an emergency room with critically low--resuscitation level--blood counts. only days later i would receive a diagnosis of cancer in the form of acute myeloid leukemia. in the space of 10 days to 2 weeks i had 11 of the 13 symptoms of leukemia but didn't know it was leukemia.

if you've read any of my sporadic entries up to today, you will know that i have had 4 rounds of strong chemo pumped into me, at least 8 extended hospital admissions related to the chemo infusions or infections that my body couldn't fight on its own, several "why me?" days, bags and bags and bags of blood and platelet transfusions, dozens of tests and scans and ultrasounds and swabs...and, lots of victories.

there's a band that has been around for about 6 yrs who have really emerged on the music scene after their youtube video went viral last year and they appeared on a popular talk show. they do a lot of really organic, innovative stuff, popular for their unique covers and loved for their original music. their new album is titled revo, which stands for realize every victory outright.

and it's how i'm living each day...every victory gets recorded in some way and shared...a tweet, a facebook status update, a blog entry, a conversation with someone when they ask how i am...i don't take the victories lightly, however small or seemingly unremarkable; they all add up and are making me the person i need to be for the next stage of my journey.

at about this time 6 months ago, i was making my way to a walk in clinic where i would be sent for blood work and later end up in emerg. the journey has been a narrow road at times, with little flexibility when it comes to having a normal life because so much of my time is dictated by appointments, admissions, etc. at this stage of the journey i am waiting for the results from my last bone marrow test which took place last wednesday. i get the results next wednesday. i will be in one of 3 categories: in remission, in need of more chemo, or in need of a bone marrow transplant.

i believe i am being healed one cell at a time. and i am okay with that. early on i said i didn't care if i was healed from it, in it, or through it, and i still stand by that. if my miracle comes from God by way of medicine and treatment and the very best in healthcare, then that's fine. bring it on!

my point is that i still believe God has got this. all the way. down to the very last cell that needs replaced. and when i get scared about what tomorrow may bring, i am reminded about how far i have come and everything i have been protected from.

and i realize my victories through the power of prayer and positive thoughts and the miracle of medicine. my times really are in God's Hand. 6 months later, when i could have died that day, i am still here...and i have new pumas on to prove i'm in this race to win it :-)

7 comments:

  1. You are definitely a faithful, tenacious, and determined young woman! Remaining positive in the face of fear and opposition is half the battle's victory! The other half comes by resting in the Saviour's safe keeping!
    Think of the people that you know now, that you did not know this time, last year? That you would not have met, if it had not been for this physical condition! God has brought these people into your life for a reason, to be a witness of His Great salvation, both spirtually and physically!
    Great victories past! Great victories today! Great victories in the future!
    I like the lovely job you have done on your blog!
    God Bless, Teri-Lyn! Still thinking and praying for you!

    Judy Richard

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  2. Love your positive updates Teri Lynn!!

    Still praying for you and thinking of you often!

    Anne Marie

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  3. Teri Lyn, So enjoyed this blog...Still praying and believing with you as God has Got this!! As a child of God, "He not only holds us in the palm of His hand, but has engraved our names there, and we are CONTINUALLY IN HIS SIGHT." (Isiah 49:16) He is our source of existence and Saviour. He keeps us Functioning every day. Without Him, we am nothing but with Him, "I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me" (Phil 4:13).

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  4. Ok. Your blogs ALWAYS make me cry. :/ So glad your being healed "cell by cell". Love you and admire you more than you will ever know.

    You rock!!!

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  5. Linda Hovey Brooks said:

    Awesome. God's Miracle Girl.

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  6. You were in the right place at the right time- All in God's plan. Doesn't all make sense to us, as so many things in life don't, nevertheless you have and continue to overcome. Will never stop praying for your full recovery. Love you girl!

    Laurel

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  7. debbie farrell4/18/2013 10:16:00 pm

    TT, I love to read your blog. I cry everytime but I am also strengthened and encouraged by your POSITIVE ATTITUDE, your COURAGE, your FAITH, your STRENGTH in all that you have faced, which we can not even imagine, since we have not been physically there. We all need to speak of the small VICTORIES we receive everyday and not take this life for granted. We so often get lost in the daily routine of everyday living and doing. From your sharing, your witness on this journey,you have taught us so much, especially about what is important, where our priorities should lie.
    Still praying and EXPECTING positive results.
    Jeremiah 29:11
    For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
    "GGT" God knows!
    You are my inspiration Miracle Girl.
    Hugs, Auntie Debbie

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